Sorry It has been awhile since I post on my blog! My life has been pretty hectic! Soccer intramurals started so those have been painfully taking over my life! I'm not even going to start talking about boys because they are too complicated to explain. There really isn't any...but when you start to like a certain guy and then all of a sudden you get up the guts to ask him to your banquet...he makes an excuse and says no! what does that mean? I don't understand? Sometimes I fear that I am one of those girls that all the guys talk about that is annoying and they are just thinking "why wont she just leave" when i AIM them or text them...I sometimes don't get it. Is it because he didn't know me well enough? Or because I wasn't pretty enough? I don't know what it was! Sometimes I wish that guys would just give me a chance. And then I have other guys that would date me or would have gone with me in a second....but I don't have that attraction for them. I don't understand?
A Guy likes me...I don't like them. I Like a Guy....They don't like me.
Why doesn't my life make sense? I see all those movies where the girl just happens to fall for the right guy and they break up and then she just happens to go to the right place when she happens to find him again and miraculously fall back in love! Where are the movies that tell me how my life is?
fall for the wrong guy...we don't break up for a long time....my heart and body and soul and mind get emotionally screwed up...then when we finally do break up and no one wants to date me...the right guy is already taken.
Where are those movies that make me feel like im not alone? i dont understand...or why doesn't my life match another movie? In the movies if the girl doesnt have the boyfriend...she has the job...the brains...the friends...and what do i have? nope..nothing.. lol
Well...enough of my venting for one day!
I'm just watching August Rush and trying to deal with life! Hope you all have a great day!
But seriously...It's been awhile.....
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